Monday, December 19, 2016

Goodbye 2016 ,

Hi, it's been quite a while since I updated and honestly I miss all those days when ideas were just in my fingertips and I could just update like every single week but those days are over I guess. So, this might be a lil early to actually say goodbye to 2016 because there's still 10+ days left before the year ends. Like who knows what the hell is gonna happen in these remaining amount of days but I really hope it's gonna be the best days of my life. Although this is just the intro of this update, I'm gonna conclude that 2016, is a year filled with depressing events, extreme solitary moments and a whole new process of re-discovering myself. 

First of all, I just finished my semester 1 exams about two weeks ago. Overall, it was hard. Some sections were okay, some were really hard and the time given for all the papers were certainly not enough at all. This is definitely the first time where I had a lot of things in my head to write on the test pad but I had no time. This is definitely a weird experience for me and it's gonna continue for another 2 semesters and let's hope for the best. I really hope that I can get at least 3.1 for my first semester because it was so hard. 

Now, let's move on to my social life a.k.a Instagram, Twitter and everything else that needs an internet connection. This year, I have successfully removed WeChat from my life. WeChat has been the stupidest social media app I have on my phone because I don't even use it for chatting, I don't even use it's video call, voice call options and I seriously don't give a f about it. The only reason why I was so addicted to WeChat because of it's 'moments' feature where you can read moments shared by your friends. It's basically like facebook's status update. So, finally thank God, I no longer need to use that effin app that takes up so much of my storage and ruined my life. 

This year, I've also got rid of Instagram for 2 months due to busy schedules and I had no time to actually take pictures and upload and do all that ish. So, getting rid of Instagram was one of my huge accomplishments this year. but I'm currently active on Instagram because hello it's December, so I will be posting tons of pictures, like maybe even every single day probably so to catch up you need to follow me. Shut up and go and follow my Instagram , it's @unavailable17 , okay thanks now let's proceed to the next topic shall we.

From left; Dharrmin, Sasikheeran and not me.

Holidays in December means catching up with my best friends. Okay, before I continue, I just wanna clear things up, I don't have a lot of friends. I know a lot of people but that doesn't mean we are friends. I have like quite a number of close friends (lts, drama, childhood, primary & highschool) and I rather have like a small group of close friends than large groups so now let's move on. So, the other day, I had like a class gathering that doesn't actually make any sense cause' we are gonna be in the same class next year but still they had like a gathering which was a really stupid idea. After coming back home from the class gathering, I checked my phone and I had like 3 missed calls from Dharrmin and I called him back and he answered. I was like 'hey , what's up, why did you call me?' and he replied 'nah, nothing important, it's just that Kubang Pasu looks different now'. I was like 'no, it's still the same to me, what the hell is wrong with you?' and he replied 'what the hell is wrong with you Jayshan, I'm at Jitra'. So, the next 15 minutes, I was freaking out because it's really hard for Dharrmin to actually come to Jitra, Kedah since he's staying at KL plus busy with his studies and etc.

 After that, Dharrmin told me, 'I'll only be here for 4 days, plan as much as you can and don't tell Sasi that I'm here'. The next day, I called Sasi and I had to lied because he didn't know Dharrmin's here so I lied to Sasi that we have to go out because I'm craving for KFC. Then Sasi seemed puzzled and he was like 'why KFC, I thought we are going to aman on wednesday, today is tuesday, we can just go to KFC tomoro' and I was like 'No, we have to go to KFC at Jitra because it's nicer than the one at aman' and this shows that I'm so bad at lying. The plan failed because Sasi's parents were going to Penang and he was following them. So, the day ended with me and dharrmin whatsapping all day because we didn't kow what do.

On wednesday, around 9:45 am, I left my house to fetch Sasi from his place then once Sasi was in the car, I told Sasi that I need to go to Dharrmin's house because I need to give some things to Dharrmin's uncle. So, Sasi was again confused. So we went to Dharrmin's house, and Dharrmin came out of the house and for the next 10 minutes , Sasi was freaking out. So, the plan worked and we were on our way to Aman Central (which is the only cool place to hangout). I was driving and then Sasi suggested me to use the highway and I was like okay, sure. Then, while I was reaching the tol plaza, I just realized that nowadays there's no longer cash and there's only Touch&Go or SmartTag , I didn't bring my Touch&Go card and then I was freaking out, I was like ' What the ef there's no cash, I don't have Touch&Go' and Sasi was like 'High five, I don't have Touch&Go also' and I was like panicking the shit out and then Dharrmin was like 'chill, take my Touch&Go card' and I was like thank God one of us had a freaking Touch&Go card. So I asked Dharrmin, 'why do you have a Touch&Go card' and he was like ' Dude, I live in KL, there's a tol plaza every 100 metres'.

After 20 minutes or so, we reached Aman Central. I waited beside the road while Sasi and Dharrmin went to Gsc to grab tickets because we wanted to watch 'Fantastis Beasts and Where To Find Them'. Like, 10 minutes later, they got the tickets and we went to restaurant which was quite near to Amn Central and had breakfast there. Then after having breakfast, we drove back to Aman Central and parked in the effin basement because I was driving a manual car and hell no, I'm not gonna go park m car in the 6th floor. After that, we grabbed popcorns and we headed to the cinema to watch the movie. The movie was moderate, I would give 2/5, it was nice, but the plot was a lil slow and the book itself was like a journal so they couldn't actually adapt things directly from it. So, after watching the movie, we walked around Aman and didn't know what the hell to do before entering our best friends house, also known as McDonalds. So, as usual we ordered more fries than burgers and more ice creams than coke and we ate while talking about everything. After talking and eating non-stop for almost 3 hours, we had to leave because Sasi had a tennis practice at 430pm. So, we rushed to the basement, grabbed his clothes, then after changing we left Aman Central to the tennis court. Then, it was goodbye Sasi and we headed back home.

So, while on our way home, I stopped by the roadside for like 30 minutes so that me and Dharrmin can actually have like deep convos and I know this sounds really weird but yeah, we actually did that. So, later once we reached Dharrmin's uncle's place, we literally sat in the car for another hour just to chat. After another hour of bullshit talking and deep convos, we decided to bid goodbye before I headed home. End of our Day 1 hangout.

Memories , 2005-2011

The next day, I woke up early and I went to fetch Sasi at around 9am. Haha, I know, we decided to go out again because hell no, one day is not enough for our nonsense. So, after fetching Sasi, we decided to go to Dharrmin's place and when we were arriving there, we saw Monica and Sharon were waiting for both of us at Dharrmin's place because they wanted to join us. So, I parked my car at Dharrmin's place and we all went together Monica's car. First stop, SK Sultan Ahmad Tajuddin.The place where everything started. Man, I miss that school. I miss the atmosphere and all the friendly people. I miss the time when we were kids. The time when our similarities were cherished and our differences were pushed aside. The time when no cared about how beautiful or handsome you are, the time where no one compares skin color and the time when the only thing that matters is friendship and accomplishing goals together. Now, everyone just became selfish, bold the differences between each other but that's reality guys. So, we toured the school and I can say that SKSAT is really nice now. The buildings are painted, they have colorful murals like literally everywhere, everything is renovated and everything look very majestic and modern compared to when we were studying there. We started laughing and sharing our stories like how we met during primary school and how we fought over stupid little things. We were kinda bummed because we visited the school in December and there's no students or teachers at the school. It was empty and the security guards were on spying us haha.

So, while we were walking out of our standard 6 classroom, we saw two teachers and not just teachers, it was Cikgu Zaleha and Cikgu Hamidah. They are sisters and both of them were teaching us since we were like 8 till 12, and their children is like our friends, Auni and Izzati plus Cikgu Zaleha was my class teacher in year 3 and Cikgu Hamidah was my class teacher in year 4,5, and 6. So, they were shocked to see us at school and we talked for a while. They still remember us because they said that our batch 98' was the one that created history because during UPSR 2010, 67 of us got straight A's and then the school got tons of money and later upgraded to a high performance school, so I guess it was our success batch 98' (I bet Shafiqah Amira is like yassss rn because we were in the same school last time haha). Then, we took pictures with the teachers then we left SKSAT.

just pretend this is the first time you're seeing this picture,
 no, it's not on Instagram , what's Instagram , I only use Gmail

We headed to Pizzahut for our brunch because no one had breakfast yet and it was already lunchtime. So we went to Pizzahut and the moment we entered Pizzahut, all of us were fighting for the cushion seats as usual because no one wanted to sit on the chair hahaha. Then, Sharon gave up and she sat on the chair. Then we took 30 minutes to order and we finally made our decisions and the continuation of this story is on my Instagram , @unavailable17 , post no. 135 . So, after having a great time filled with stupid endless jokes and good food, we decided to go and leave Sharon at home because it was already around 4pm. Then, Monica left the three of us at Dharrmin's place and we bid goodbye to Monica. Actually, after arriving at Dharrmin's place, I was suppose to go home and also sent Sasi home but instead we crashed Dharrmin's place and hangout till 7.30pm. Then, it was already getting late and we had to go home. So we hugged Dharrmin and waved goodbye before leaving. I drove to Sasi's place to leave him there and that's the end of our hangout.

Most people probably don't get it why I'm like really close to Sasikheeran and Dharrmin. The three of us don't talk on Whatsapp everyday, we barely have time to call each other and all three of us have respective everyday task to do. The reason why we are still close up till this day is because we understand each other and other stuffs such as family friends. Sasi's mother is my aunt's friend and Dharrmin's uncle is my dad's primary school English teacher. Since, the three of us were in the same school during primary and when we became friends, our families knew each other for a long time so that's also another reason why we are close. Same goes to Indder , like his parents were friends with my family and that's also another valid reason why we are close friends. Also another fun fact, Sasi's father is friends with Indder's father and yup, in conclusion, everybody knows everybody okay? okay haha.

This one is also not from Instagram, trust me .

Now, let's move on to my another hangout with Indder. So, on the 3rd of Dec, Indder and my another two friends decided to go to Aman Central (again). Indder came to my house around 3.00 pm to fetch me and I told him not to bring his dad's new car and yet, he still brought it (faceplam) . So, after fetching me, we fetch our another two friends and we went to Aman Central. Indder just had to drive fast as fuck and I was like 'Indder, this car is worth 200k, just remember that'. We parked at level 6/7 and we started to walk and talk like crazy people that don't know where to go. Then, we went to some phone shop, bought earphones and chargers and all that ish before going to McDonalds. I repeat, McDonalds is literally my life nowadays, I'm effin obsessed with it's fries, McFlurry and all that good cholesterol filled fattening shit. We went to McDonalds, bought tons of food and drinks, there were only 4 of us and we had like 8 cups of drinks and don't ask me why did we even ordered that caramel mac after having large cups of coca-cola. We talked about life and our stupid high scool stories as usual haha and other stuffs then we decided to go home since it was already almost 7.30pm. Well, the day ended with us, caught in a traffic jam for 1+ hours, literally nothing was moving and I thought it was the mannequin challenge or something haha then we reached home around 9.00pm , it was a quick and great hangout although we just spend our time and money on food hahaha.

Yesterday (18th Dec) , I went out with Indder and I'm not gonna tell what we did because I'm already tired of typing and honestly let's move on to things that I have learned this year.

This year, 2016, I have learned that, being 18 is not that fun at all. It's fun when you can walk through GSC proudly after buying a 18+ movie ticket because you know no one can stop you haha. Being 18 has taught me that, always keep a distance with new friends, don't get too close because you don't know their true colors yet. Being 18 has also taught me that, your old friends from high school are gonna leave you and move on with their own respective lives. To my high school friends that are still in touch with me and still make time to talk to me, thank you so so much. To the people that deleted me out of their lives, well I hope you find someone that's even worse than me so that you will actually realize what a great friend I was. To the people that talk behind my back, well keep talking behind me because that's where you people belong. To all the people that supported me all year long, here's a virtual hug for each and every one of you. 

Special thanks to my homies; LTSLatenight, Drama Team, Anthe Gang, high school friends, childhood friends and my cousins for always making me laugh, like you guys are so funny as f. Thanks for all the weird audios, monthly pep talks, utter bullshit that doesn't make any sense, rants and everything else. I'm sorry, I thought of mentioning each one of you guys but I can't because I'm lazy to do it and I don't want to miss out anybody haha.

Merry Christmas in advanced to everyone and happy holidays (it's gonna end already! )

So here's to another year of awesomeness. 2017, be prepared!


and 2016, that's a wrap .

ps; I know this post is really messed up because I was talking about life, ranting then all of a sudden I was talking about my hangout and all that. Probably some of you didn't like it because I wasn't talking about one particular topic or maybe some of you liked it. Why am I talking as if someone's gonna read my blog. Well I know probably 1,2 of my friends are gonna read it so yeah at least I have readers yasss.

pps; just ignore all the typos and grammatical errors because I'm just lazy to read back and correct everything, or maybe I should check back, nah I'm not gonna waste time because after posting this, I'm just gonna scroll through Instagram or just binge watch something on Youtube because life's good haha.

ppps; don't be fooled guys, just because I'm going out quite often in December, doesn't mean I'm a social extrovert. It's just that I didn't hangout for so long and I don't usually go out, so yeah, that's just to clear things up, okay bye.

Thanks for reading till here. You deserve a cookie. Here ya go *insert cookie emoji* yay!

okay bye I'm serious bye!